February 2012
4 posts
Two kinds of men..
There’s the kind that are so cheesy and sensitive that you wonder if they even have any balls. Then there’s the other kind that just simply don’t give a fuck about your feelings and do as their dumb mind wishes.
The perfect kind is the kind in the middle.
Now… where is he?
Lasts.
I could do better. And I know I deserve better. I just can’t stop. I don’t know how.
In time I’ll simply have no choice, and that’ll be the end.
When good things go bad…
The expectations we build up for this Hallmark holiday… Happy fucking Valentines Day.
January 2012
5 posts
Things to look forward to in Jan & Feb
Returning to California - reunite with the boytoy and friends!
Grandbig’s quarter century celebration!
Triads family dinner
HOPEFULLY Bock Beer Fest!!!!!!!!!
Resume internship at OCHCA
Begin job hunt.. :[
Chinese New Year without any Asian-ness/family :[
HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY PAPABEARR (Feb1)
SEATTLE TRIP with the boytoy - pre-ValentinesDay weekend
Valentines Day - though I...
Day 4 of WISDOMlessness
I think the stitches/wound is getting infected. Hurts like a biaaatch. And I’m still a little swollen. MOTHERFUCKERRR. Ruining the last week of my stay here in Taiwan :[
Day 2 & 3 of WISDOMlessness
I’m actually not too swollen for having undergone such a difficult wisdom tooth removal procedure. My dentist told me he hopes to never see a never patient with wisdom teeth like mine -_____-
Day 2 was not too bad, when I took my pain meds, I was fine, didn’t feel too much pain, and not too much swelling. Sleeping is a completely different story. Worst sleep ever.
Day 3 wtf?...
Day 1 of WISDOM[teeth]lessness
I’m in pain. Eating was painful cause I can barely open my mouth without it bleeding and hurting… I wish I could have been knocked out through the whole thing, but Taiwan only does a local anesthesia that wears off in 2-3 hours. It also cost sooo much less than it would in the States, but I guess the pain and anxiety of being awake through the procedure is the price to pay. I’ve...
December 2011
7 posts
November 2011
9 posts
Happy Thanksgiving!
I’m really so grateful to be with my family this year. Yes, all 4 of us together. Last year, I came up to Davis to celebrate Thanksgiving with just my brother. We made a last minute run to Safeway and bought all sorts of microwavable foods and called it a day. It was nice to see him but definitely not the same as having our parents around.
I will always and forever be grateful for my...
Everything will be okay.
Granted we known each other for some time, it don’t take a whole day to recognize sunshine.
Denial.
I don’t know how. Even if I do, I don’t have the courage to.
music
katerinau:
It’s amazing how music has the power to break my heart, to revive me, to give me new-found motivation…and to remind me that as unique as I think anything I go through is, all emotion is universal. We aren’t ever alone in what we go through.
Heartbroken.
People who..
go to parties they weren’t invited to. And bring people. Hrmm…
October 2011
4 posts
I don’t know why but I really miss my “bestest” tonight.
We kind of aren’t even really in each other’s lives anymore. We used to talk every few weeks, then every few months.. then we would only get together to celebrate our birthdays, that’s twice a year. We missed one already though.
Which is understandable and totally okay. We are such different people now...
From bad to good.. yeahbaby.
I experienced the most unpleasant drive and probably one of the most upsetting ones ever earlier this evening. Ridiculous SoCal traffic with idiot drivers..
But then I smoked some, made a plate of bomb KBBQ with the boyfriend, drank, and had sex. IDGAF if it’s TMI cause that’s a good fucking night for me! PEACE OUT BITCHESSS :)
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September 2011
7 posts
2 tags
When someone meets me...
…they think I’m all shy like
but then they get to know me and I’m more like
2 tags
Sorry,
I just don’t care enough about you. You are not worth being tired in the morning for. Actually, I’m not even sorry! I will will sleep well tonight instead :)
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August 2011
5 posts
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Dear Cousin,
Even though technically I’ve met you, you passed away when I was 3. And I hate to say it, but I barely remember you. I really wish I do though. Everyone in our family has nothing but good things to say about you. How smart, funny, caring and sweet you were. I bet I would have had even more fun growing up with you around. Is it weird that I miss you even though I barely...
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Dear Daniel,
We met so randomly over the internet. But for some reason.. we got talking so much that I felt so close to you. Perhaps a teeny crush, too. We’ve had some pretty weird conversations and kept each other company through some preeeetty boring days. I wonder how you are now, haven’t though about you in years! I think we’re Facebook friends though. Maybe I’ll look...
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Yes, I’m starting the challenge again. I know it’s been a year and clearly I’ve failed, but whatever. Something to do on here.
Dear ExBoyfriend,
It is so crazy thinking about what we were like three, four years ago. The way we were so in love that we couldn’t imagine being apart, let alone practically strangers now. We were so good together. But we grew up. And grew up...
Day 6: A Stranger
Dear Stranger,
I see you around school sometimes. I think I might even have had a class with you. Or two. But you just look so familiar. But you don’t know me. I just know of you through mutual friends I guess. Or perhaps friends’ friends. I hope this doesn’t sound too creepy, but I know it will.. but you’re so fucking pretty. Sometimes I’m so jealous of girls like...
July 2011
3 posts
Happy 22nd Birthday, Bear!
Happy happy birthday, ya old man! I love you a million Sammies :)
This is what happiness looks like for me :) the boyfriend and the puppy<3 all I need.
Ungrateful.
What does it mean for someone to be ungrateful? That they don’t appreciate what you do for them. But does it end there? Is it just that they don’t thank you? Or perhaps they don’t even seem to be the least indebted to you somehow, okay, maybe not indebted, but at least willing to to return the favor?
There is one thing about me that perhaps is my best and worst trait all in one....
June 2011
15 posts
Happy Father's Day!
Even though we usually celebrate Chinese father’s day on August 8, so I’ll save posting something until August comes around.. but Happy Father’s Day anyway! <3
Love yous!
