February 2009
24 posts
I wonder how much it really bugs me. I wonder how much you really care. I wonder too what extent it’ll get to before it’s too much for me. I wonder if you even know. I wonder if impacts us.
No, that I don’t wonder. I know it does. It hasn’t been good for us, it hasn’t gotten better. I don’t feel any better, you know, or do you? At least you don’t care,...
January 2009
6 posts
I miss but I'm scared to say.
I guess because of how those three words turned out last time. That was no fun at all and it just sucked. Hm. I always think a lot about how it used to be. What’s changed and how I don’t like it. There a lot of things that I love about change, but some I just can’t quite accept.
Maybe I’m just upset about ____. Eh. I think it’s stupid but when I tell others they tell...
GERMS.
I am sick once agaian. Nothing new now.. Stupid boys in our hall and random people that are here. EVERYONE is sick and of course I am includd in that. Sadly. I just got over being sick a week ago! FML.
GO AWAY GERMS.
You always do this, you choose everyone before me. Does it not bother you? Does it bother you that it bothers me? I’m sure as hell you know. But it doesn’t matter to you at all. Go have fun, do whatever the hell you want to do for all I care. Don’t tell me to remember, you can’t just say it. Words mean absolutely nothing. Nothing.
I think I suffer from Pampered-Princess Syndrome. I am such a spoiled brat. I was thinking about the car that I’m going to get this upcoming summer and how my parents are giving me a budget of 25. I keep thinking how little that is and I can’t get anything with that.. but really, I don’t need such a fancy car. I’m sure I can get a great car with 25, it won’t be a BMW...
You know how there are days where you just realize something and go, “OH!” Yeah? Well, for the past few days this is kind of what I’ve been feeling. But in a good way :) I am in love with that crazy boyfriend of mine. Love.
Nothing beats that.