January 2010
40 posts
Tub tubs.
I feel fat. Probably because I am. So much for working out after I came back, but in my defense I think the gym would prefer people not to throw up continuously on their facilities. But everything I say are just excuses! So… in efforts to shed some of this tubbyness. I have set a short term goal for myself. Just two weeks.
I WILL NOT..
Eat any kind of junk food including fast food, candy,...
Hello, Goodbye
I decided not to go to VIBE this weekend. Now that I’ve decided for some reason I just REALLY REALLY want to go. Haha, what’s wrong with me?! But no, I need to spend time with my friends, too. It’ll be a productive weekend :)
Today has been so exhausting but I had a fantastic dinner catching up with my sinful friend :) I love CPK!
Good night world, got my hell day waiting for...
Hi you,
little things matter, too. Little little things that you don’t think twice about. Little things you say and do, little things you put out there for the rest of the world to see.
Little things hurt, too.
What a frustrating week. So many decisions to make! But at least after my discussion, I get treated to food and quality catch up time with my long lost friend!
Byebye!
:)
I had a fantastic weekend :). It’s always better when we’re together, if only I didn’t only get to see you 6 days out of 30. But it’s all worth it in the end, the few days I do get with you are reminders that I am still absolutely - out of my mind - so in love with you.
Busy week ahead! Midterm tomorrow..
What good is a memory if you’re not in it? What good is a photograph if you’re not in the other half?
:).
Well, hello there, Red. We meet again. Better late than never! Now can you stop being so painful? The weather is bringing me down already. Midol, where you at?
wiseowl9:
I feel like the smart kid in class once again. Haven’t felt this way since high school. I forgot how much I liked being above average lol
Liar. You said this last year too when you were ahead of your readings and what the professor was going over you already highlighted. Or something like that. Then you also raised your hand in lecture and debated with some dumb chick. LIES!
:).
I have the best fucking friends. Nikki Phan, I love love love you!
Fuck you.
I can’t seem to concentrate for even 5 minutes.. my room is so clean now. This is how I avoid studying, I clean. I did my laundry, dusted, wiped down desk, shelves, mirror, counters, took out the trash, did the dishes (several times), and organized clothes in my closet and crap in my room. And how much homework did I finish? One chapter. Yay me. Still so much to do!
Ohwell. I still have a...
I refuse to give in. Cmon, ego, help me out here.
At first it was mostly just being bummed out and sad. Yknow, emo shit. But one thing is true, talking about it with your friends only adds fuel on fire. I am so fucking angry right now! I don’t think I’ve ever talked that way to anyone.
Sorry, tumblr, I hate these posts, too. But the gym is closed, where else can I let out my frustrations?
Forgive me for I have sinned. Can’t seem to keep a promise. :( At least I feel a little better? Oh well, fuck the rest. I do what makes me happy.
Fuck you.
I hope I’m wrong I hope I’m wrong I hope I’m wrong. Please let me be wrong.
Waiting
..for a sign, maybe? For something. Certainty. That’d be nice. I don’t know. I just need something or someone to tell me what to feel and what to do. And maybe I’ll tell you to fuck off when you do tell me what to feel and what to do. I’m supposed to figure that out myself.
I miss the days when I’d wake up and my mom would have prepared my outfit for the day,...
A girl can dream..
back to reality!
In a really bad mood for obvious reasons.
Time to sleep my troubles away. If it were last year, I’d be puking in about 3 hours. What’s changed?
It's past midnight already?
It was an unexpected conversation that actually took place on Facebook chat. What started off as our usual hellos and jokes turned into a conversation that seriously bummed me out.
He was telling me about his ex-gf and how her telling him what not do (or anything like that) was in one ear and out the other. He had none of it, but only because he felt that it wasn’t a lasting relationship....
I know I'm stepping into highly controversial...
BUT…
a friend wrote on her status about her concerns for the homeless people out on the streets during the rain. Apparently it’s raining cats and dogs in Milpitas right now. So it really got me thinking… what’s it like? What happens? What do they do? How do they survive without getting a deadly cold/fever?
I’m usually one to criticize when it comes to homeless...
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jessicado:
absolutaez:
Seriously. Why do my textbooks cost more than 400 dollars?! I bought 3 textbooks today and it cost about 290 dollars. Two of my classes have like.. FOUR books each. And at least one of them are like 100. Now that I think of it… my books probably cost much more than 400. I’m gonna round up the total and cry myself to sleep tonight.
FUCK YOU STUPID TEXTBOOKS.
RENT THEM...
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Seriously. Why do my textbooks cost more than 400 dollars?! I bought 3 textbooks today and it cost about 290 dollars. Two of my classes have like.. FOUR books each. And at least one of them are like 100. Now that I think of it… my books probably cost much more than 400. I’m gonna round up the total and cry myself to sleep tonight.
FUCK YOU STUPID TEXTBOOKS.
It’s been 3 weeks. I miss you so much, grandma. You’re always on my mind.
My friends..
I love love love them. Thank you guys for tonight!
I love love love Nikki for hour 2 hour long updates and saying bye to each other all night long but still end up talking to each other longer. Yvetter for her big boobs and distractions and good talks. Danny for being the best Facebook boyfriend ever, for being so defensive for me and knowing what I needed without asking. You are the best for...
Not to be ungrateful but…
Isn’t it supposed to be my birthday present? :( Can I have it now? Why would you let people borrow it… that’s.. weird.
I wish you understood. I wish there were words you could say and I wish so bad that you knew them. I wish.
ARGH.
Since I’ve been sick, I haven’t had much of an appetite. My last few days in Taiwan were so torturous for me, there was still so much food I wanted to eat before coming back to the States but I couldn’t taste a damn thing. And mostly because I just didn’t have the appetite. But in the last 4 or 5 days, it’s gotten to the point where I skipped eating for two days. I...
Family
I want to be back in Taiwan so bad. I want to run around with my little nephew, I miss that little guy so much. My cousin just told me that he looked at our pictures and said my name :) He better not forget me in a year! I miss I miss I miss! Aaaaaah :(
AND SICKNESS GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY!