I don’t know why but I really miss my “bestest” tonight.

We kind of aren’t even really in each other’s lives anymore. We used to talk every few weeks, then every few months.. then we would only get together to celebrate our birthdays, that’s twice a year. We missed one already though.

Which is understandable and totally okay. We are such different people now then we were back then. How did we grow so far apart? Although I’m kind of glad..

&Not that I really want to hit you up because I know that things aren’t going to be the same, a conclusion I have come to every time I’ve seen you for the past few times. I guess I just miss the old you. I miss the person who I could called bestest because it was true, we really did know each other like the back of our hands.

): the things that go through my mind when I need to study… I’m not feeling too hot about that midterm tomorrow.